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prayers of the broken record.

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i wish i could hate her,
but i can't blame her for falling in love with you.
i wish i could be angry,
but i don't blame you for choosing honestly.

i almost hope that someday,
you're unhappy,
and your skin crawls at the sight of angels,
and your heart yearns for a demon
to spend your nights with.
come back to me.

i hold myself back,
forbidden to curse you,
but i'm always always always
going to hate blue eyes.
because of him,
because of you,
because of the way i missed
your sugar-sweet innocence
and oceanic qualities
as you slipped a shot of red rum into that punch.
too much kick for me to handle.

i hate the way these poems turn out so clear to me.
i'm a fool.
sometimes, i think i'll never learn.

but half the time,
i pray to be niave forever.
because i get to experience the bliss of
falling in love again,
thinking i had a chance.

the brilliance of an eternal flame,
the adrenaline of exterminating it
with one click of the button,
two words,
and three people,
in one room,
two chairs,
and one bed.

again?
rewind.
again?
rewind.
again?
again?

please, God.
not again.
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NOTHINandEVERYTHING's avatar
wonderfully written. can really feel the emotion. great writing =]